"I have heard it all before"
I can’t say your name.
It would betray everything I believed in,
I want to say so bad that I scream it to myself silently
You have taken a part of me,
Part of me I didn’t even know could be taken,
What hope that it’ll ever be returned.
I don’t think you even know it,
You left me here with the misery, the burden
The loneliness, OH! Damn the loneliness.
Trap in a cage, huddled in a corner.
I screamed your name in hatred and anger.
Cursing the day I first heard
That still lingers in my ear …….
That is your name…..
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
"Hello"
I got a visit from you. Quite unexpected.
I saw you with a child. You usher him off. You looked happy,… motherly.
I was busy.. you were busy…. Wish you could stay I bit longer just a minute longer.
I had to go. So do you.
We didn’t say good bye and you left. I stand to see you go off with and wonder it I’ll see you again.
I’ll see you in my dreams.
I’ll be there if you’ll are there.
Did I say hello?
I wanted to say hello
I got a visit from you. Quite unexpected.
I saw you with a child. You usher him off. You looked happy,… motherly.
I was busy.. you were busy…. Wish you could stay I bit longer just a minute longer.
I had to go. So do you.
We didn’t say good bye and you left. I stand to see you go off with and wonder it I’ll see you again.
I’ll see you in my dreams.
I’ll be there if you’ll are there.
Did I say hello?
I wanted to say hello
Thursday, July 15, 2004
just letting off steam
i have been swearing the whole day,not something that i normally do and doing it with a carefree soul. i dont care whose hearing it, up yours i say. the pass few week have been really hectic and filled with experimental problems so what else is new. the weather disagrees with me nowadays. i cant jog, cant play tennis arrrrg all the pent up anger is making me sick, literally; i have a cold.[**** you]
it already july damn! why is father time is such a hurry where's he rushing off to.
i want to live life a little slower, smell the roses. Yeah i risk missing the bus home. That seems to be my life always rushing to get something done before my work load pile up. Delays will be expected just like today i couldnt obtain any RNA from my extraction. thinking off it makes me want to swear again. Is there a bigger picture i should be seeing? I dont see any answers to the meaning to life here. its just another day another failure and the "try again next time" neon sign goes blink blink. [**** you]
saw spider man 2 last saturday its was a good movie. lucky i dont have his problems but i will always wonder what's it like to be him.
i have been swearing the whole day,not something that i normally do and doing it with a carefree soul. i dont care whose hearing it, up yours i say. the pass few week have been really hectic and filled with experimental problems so what else is new. the weather disagrees with me nowadays. i cant jog, cant play tennis arrrrg all the pent up anger is making me sick, literally; i have a cold.[**** you]
it already july damn! why is father time is such a hurry where's he rushing off to.
i want to live life a little slower, smell the roses. Yeah i risk missing the bus home. That seems to be my life always rushing to get something done before my work load pile up. Delays will be expected just like today i couldnt obtain any RNA from my extraction. thinking off it makes me want to swear again. Is there a bigger picture i should be seeing? I dont see any answers to the meaning to life here. its just another day another failure and the "try again next time" neon sign goes blink blink. [**** you]
saw spider man 2 last saturday its was a good movie. lucky i dont have his problems but i will always wonder what's it like to be him.
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