AArrrgh I ruined my brand new Nike shirt!
Boo Hoo! My just ruined my new Nike jersey. I was just trying it on and while putting it back on the hanger that that oh so terrible sound when a piece of clothe tears. Shit I felt I ripped my own heart out at that moment. It never even get to see the light of day and this has to happen. Now every time I wear it I’ll always notice that small little irritating tear on my rigth shoulder even though no one else will. Sigh……
Oh by the way I was goin watch that Hugh Grant movie today cause there was any electricity at my house little did I know that the whole KL blackout. Later in the 8 o’clock news its was reported that the bottom half of the peninsular was experiencing a blackout. Weird…
U can imagine the thoughts I have while walking to KLCC. Like gosh I can live without electircity, this is what dooms day will be like, the dread of walking among the lifeless working class and the though that I’ll be stuck in a cubical was unbearable (shrugs).
Note to self: girls now should learn how to cook.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Guilty conscience anyone?
I made some unsound decision in the past but I have never never ever regretted it. So why do some people still try to make me feel guilty about what I’ve done.
These people, if all of you should know are well respected by society. The general population would have been awed by their accomplishments, yet how quick they are to judge people without knowing all the fact.
I admit I made a risky decision but that’s what this field and living is all about. Just because it didn’t pay off does not give them the right to criticise and condemn my decision as if it was the biggest mistake of my life. To put things in perspective it would have only affected me and only me. I made that decision for me and I don’t expect any of you to understand it.
In fact it was one to the best decision I have ever made. I actually would have regretted if I didn’t take that risk.
So quit telling me about what should have and shouldn’t have done cause it’s just going to bounce of me like a rubber ball and against a brick wall.
Note to self – Arrgh!! missed the opening episode of Charmed. Alyssa is looking gooood[Drooling]
I made some unsound decision in the past but I have never never ever regretted it. So why do some people still try to make me feel guilty about what I’ve done.
These people, if all of you should know are well respected by society. The general population would have been awed by their accomplishments, yet how quick they are to judge people without knowing all the fact.
I admit I made a risky decision but that’s what this field and living is all about. Just because it didn’t pay off does not give them the right to criticise and condemn my decision as if it was the biggest mistake of my life. To put things in perspective it would have only affected me and only me. I made that decision for me and I don’t expect any of you to understand it.
In fact it was one to the best decision I have ever made. I actually would have regretted if I didn’t take that risk.
So quit telling me about what should have and shouldn’t have done cause it’s just going to bounce of me like a rubber ball and against a brick wall.
Note to self – Arrgh!! missed the opening episode of Charmed. Alyssa is looking gooood[Drooling]
Sunday, January 09, 2005
A great day to be alive
Another year has pass for all of us. This year I have learned a lot about myself, my limitations and potential but basically my limitations.
This year ended in with a lost of many lives due to a natural disaster. I read many messages saying how much we the human race has forgotten, how god is punishing us for whatever our sins. To me there isn’t a ‘spiritual’ or godly explanation for how or why it happened. It just did like everything else. Just the same as the many decision I or we make this everyday, wise and unwise it just happens. We can only lick our wounds and recovered from this and whatever tragedy that befall us.
I feel there is still a glimmer of hope but still being cynical at the same time that the human race has reach stage in their psychological development to say ‘Hey the world is not about me, me and me’. Bravo to the immediate aid, generous donations, (not include those who gave trophies, torn bras etc. oh how thoughtful some people can be) the US 4 bill promised (which I doubt will be either not be fulfilled if not mismanaged). Ironically I can see in the local papers everyday people posing with HUGE mock cheques. We still have a long way to go. I still have a long long way to go.
Did I mention I took a holiday in Florida visiting Disney World. I came back not with not just a bunch of souvenirs but also a different perspective and a clear picture of what I want. Yeah who woulda expect you could get all that from visiting the local hero Mickey mouse. After some soul searching I realised how lucky I am and how many people would like to be in my shoes (well except my love life unless you like being single).
Last year I learnt about the hardships of just being alive and the complexities of our society does not make it easier which got me so down emotionally that I neglected so many things, but that’s another story. So this year after recovering some “bear necessities”, I made a wish upon a star hoping they would all come true. I can’t tell u what I wish for cant I or I’ll jinx it.
Ciao for now people. Happy New Year! (Being Chinese I celebrate it twice a year, more if you’re a Malaysian. That’s how lucky I am)
Another year has pass for all of us. This year I have learned a lot about myself, my limitations and potential but basically my limitations.
This year ended in with a lost of many lives due to a natural disaster. I read many messages saying how much we the human race has forgotten, how god is punishing us for whatever our sins. To me there isn’t a ‘spiritual’ or godly explanation for how or why it happened. It just did like everything else. Just the same as the many decision I or we make this everyday, wise and unwise it just happens. We can only lick our wounds and recovered from this and whatever tragedy that befall us.
I feel there is still a glimmer of hope but still being cynical at the same time that the human race has reach stage in their psychological development to say ‘Hey the world is not about me, me and me’. Bravo to the immediate aid, generous donations, (not include those who gave trophies, torn bras etc. oh how thoughtful some people can be) the US 4 bill promised (which I doubt will be either not be fulfilled if not mismanaged). Ironically I can see in the local papers everyday people posing with HUGE mock cheques. We still have a long way to go. I still have a long long way to go.
Did I mention I took a holiday in Florida visiting Disney World. I came back not with not just a bunch of souvenirs but also a different perspective and a clear picture of what I want. Yeah who woulda expect you could get all that from visiting the local hero Mickey mouse. After some soul searching I realised how lucky I am and how many people would like to be in my shoes (well except my love life unless you like being single).
Last year I learnt about the hardships of just being alive and the complexities of our society does not make it easier which got me so down emotionally that I neglected so many things, but that’s another story. So this year after recovering some “bear necessities”, I made a wish upon a star hoping they would all come true. I can’t tell u what I wish for cant I or I’ll jinx it.
Ciao for now people. Happy New Year! (Being Chinese I celebrate it twice a year, more if you’re a Malaysian. That’s how lucky I am)
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